Life

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That word can be defined in a lot of ways. But what is it really and is it really significant? This time of my life I'm not sure if it's because of some life crisis but there are moments that I like to be alone and be thinking of a lot of things that I should not be worried about. One day I was walking alone at Ayala Ave and I felt fear, like someone can just shot me or stab me while walking. Anxiety attacks I don't really know. There are times that just suddenly I think about my kids at home wondering what if something might happen while I'm away. Hearing of bad news, killings left and right, wars across the globes, shooting just anywhere else and will victimized the most innocent ones. Maybe the reason that I feel this is because I have children. Since when these killings have been normal. I heard it since I was young but is it really normal? Some recent died and they are young, some with no traces at all of sickness, some of just accidents. We cannot escape it I guess.

What I learned from the past year when I got fully depressed when someone I love the most left me is to live life the fullest. I remember before not going to parties, events or trips because I prefer to stay at home during my restdays. But now, I go out even after my shift just to be with friends or to savor some moments with my kids. I don't want to waste time anymore because we don't know when our time will be up. I m grateful that I reached this age and able to experience having kids, having a nice job and friends to talk to. 2017 is about to end and as we reach the new year I am looking forward for more happenings, more events, more memories I guess. The fears that I have. I just let it go with God, I just keep in mind that I am a son of God and He will never abandon me. Let us not worry too much cause worrying won't help at all. Maybe a reminder to myself.

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